|*25th Oct' 07*|

I beginning to take the Orchids for granted.. coz I have been seeing them everyday for 2 months now...die.. =( Cannot cannot... Must appreciate and see the beauty in them.. haha.. just like the visitors who are seeing them for the 1st time.. lolz..=x I remembered the 1st time I went into NOG, I woah-ed here and htere when I entered the Mist House..Now I don't.. I wonder if it'll still be as exciting working in there as an officer compared to being a cadet. Perhaps not entirely. I think it's because of the responsibilities.

It is Really Not easy to maintain the National Orchid Garden (NOG). So if anyone of you were to visit NOG in the future, please appreaciate the effort and hard work. HAHA. 2ha of extremely high maintenance plants is really tough, but to see the effort being paid- off, it's a very good feeling.

Might have OT again next week, having a private function. Overnight? Possible, but will be very tired the next day. Might not be a wise decision, but that's not up to me.

Many Many things to think about. My Future!!

You know, sometimes it is best to remain single when you are unsure. We have friends for a reason. It is certainly not easy to maintain a good and long friendship, there'll be sacrifices, but it is how we handle them. Being with a bunch of close friends which you can hang out with will keep you occupied. It really helps. Some can lend a hearing ear and give advices. Just share. I'm really glad to have a group a friends which I can go out with and talk to. Even though I'm not their best friend or the closest bunch of friends. Hope to have one someday. =D

|*12th Oct'07*|

What do I really want in life? Be it my career, my personal life? Somehow I feel lost these past few weeks. I continue to attend mass as usual, but something's kinda lost? I mean, I feel lost? Why? I can't seem to find the exact reason. It's fustrating.

Another thing is, I realised that I'm not as direct as I was before. Weird huh. Be it things to do with the heart or general stuff. Is this for the better or for the worse? It just irritates me when someone doesn't understand me or don't get my point, but then I just can't shoot it out directly. Since when did I become 'softer'.

What I can say is... do not go overboard just because I don't bite as much as I used to.

I still think that love will find me rather that me trying to find it. But then again, when it comes, I can't be blinded either. Ohh well, I haven't been brooding over the pass too much now, thanks to the friends that are with me since our last year. I'm enjoying their company and it keeps me occupied. I just don't want to brood over UNsure things. I seriously hate mixed and confused signals, but I can't seem to say it straight out. What the hell is wrong with me. I haven been bothered for quite some time and it's hunting me again. The truth does hurt right? Staying single is still the best option when you're still unsure.

That's all for today... gg out.

|*6th Oct'07*|

On Monday, the Jacob Ballas Children's Garden was opened. Helped out in face painting for the kids. HAHA. Tried out some designs before the people start coming in. It was the most "creative" day for me as I actually drew.. randomly. Flowers, butterfly, a dove, mistletoe(but pple think its cherries..),balloons,car. Too bad I wasn't able to draw what the boys like, guns, swords, spiders etc. =\ HAHA..I drew the whole day.. after that my supervisor let us drive the dumper around eco-lake individually. =X

Last thursday, we got to visit Changi Airport Terminal 3! It's really HUGE. walk till leg pain.. lols.. We were supposed to act lost, the fact that we were supposed to check in at T-3 instead of T2, and to make our way back to T3 in time for the flight.

Now, I'll be at NOG (National Orchid Garden), doing maintenance and landscaping. It's tiring, considering the weather.. drying me up. =.=" Supervising the workers.. etc. Tying of orchids on the tree barks.. somehow, it is fasinating to the tourists.. haha.. I was able to answer their questions though... =) Ooh.. some thought the Phalaenopsis flowers were fake....=\ Geez...Tying it up up wasn't easy. I wish I could try it again.. = Tying Oncidium is much easier coz it is smaller, lighter and easy to balance.